iTS A QUATER AFTER 0NE

HAiZ!!

it's a quater after 1..im all alone n i need u now..**layan lagu need u now cover by lady antebellum** ngam eh lgu t0k...kol 1 lebih, s0rg2 gik...hahahaha...i LAiKE!!

laku chat inbox FB ku mlm tok..berduyun2 pop up msg receive...ya ku mls 0n chat...tp??
kwn g0t pr0blem...share jak la...xda pr0blem lain..pasal cinta2.....2 0rg luah masalah ngan aku mlm t0k..at the same time...gurl n guy...hurm...**geng muka aku kedak muka pakar cinta ka?** hahaha...haiz susah mok berik nasihat...dirik pun x perfect..but i try my best la...sedih li jak nenga cita cdak bha...i can feel it..aku pernah asa dolok..down juwak...but trust me masa ubah smua bha...its all about time!! ala ada gik sum0ne there better than ur ex...let it b...b0h cari pandey nya dtg kdrik..dun b 2 rush!! tp mun dah jumpa kenal2 lok...siasat benar2 then baru on...aiseh.....pandey indah aku nasihat 0rg bha...but this is due 2 my experience bha genk...jerak asa mok couple bha...serius!! im really into him before...tp...huh?? even ada sisa2 gik love tok but imp0ssible la m0k return back..enuf is enuf...aku dah forgive n forget bout him dah....aih pa aku indah pandey jiwank dot com tok...hahaha...tp single is better bha...k0 bleh kwn ngan sapa2 jak...n0t stick at 0ne..then u can noe la wht is ur type...dolok aku skema indah...terlampau setia kunun...layan laki lain pun sik...cet...kesetiaan yg sia2...but huh!! hahaha...cali kan....**winnie n fel nti bc maca ang ma0ih kumin ar** hahahaha...sigi kucau2 sduai d, nemu ku nda setuju alu aku ngau 0rg itu...belik kan? cuba ari suba ku ninga advised nda la ku sad2 kenyak sampai menjadi phobia....haiz!! experience bha...every single person in this world ever experience it....aite? tp aku salu believe in this "as long as im doing nice the rest let them judge" kan2?? tp aku nang conservatif wif luv la...luv only 1 gurl 1 guy..xbleh appear the 3rd party...tamak ka aku ya? i dun think so kan? haiz..but imp0ssible mesti ada jak appear 3rd person ya klak...yawn!! trauma ku!! hahaha....c0uple ngan pmpn jak la lekak t0k...lesbian!! 0ppsss....n0!! imp0ssible!! hahaha...ney k0 jak0 advised 0rg nemu nya aku nyau teradvised kedirik....calie3...

Thanx 4 reading!!

MwaH!!

BSN

11.50 pm

tertiba2 rajin memblog mlm tok...b0k lekak 0n call wif winnie..gusip2..cian nya eh..hurm..c00l p0k..nang gaya nya..wht g0es r0und comes r0und bha...keh?? **wink2**
hurm m0k tauk knak aku tetiba2 jak merajin kan diri memblog mlm t0k..
hehehe...cita t0k few years back la...suddenly aku teringat..during my 1st year i guess...meaning 2 years ago la ya..dipendekkan cita...aku neman kwn ku Lor g BSN..tau kan mun nama dah BSN msti la sumtin ada urusan wif m0ney aite..**kaching2** Baiklah cerita diteruskan..lekak ambil resit no, giliran duduk2 la mek dua tek...agak penuh la bank that time...dipenuhi dgn budak2 sekolah yang beruniform putih & biru muda..**silau nangga** 0kie2 merapu indah..hik3..suddenly kedengaran suara yg agak cute menyapa aku..kebetulan aku duduk tepi salah se0rg budak sekolah t0k tek..jum ikuti sesi temubual itu...zaaassssttt!!

adik budak sekolah rendah (ABSR): hye kak...ambik duit eh?
me: hye...**kedak style org mok berkenalan kat chat FB jak ku asa** hahaha..tak la dik..ni teman kwn akak ni...
ABSR: ooo...akak posa ke?
me: **gulp** **hurm dgn sopan santun** akak tak posa la dik..**belum abis gik ayat alu sepantas kilat biak ya jawab**
ABSR: eee akak tak posa eh...akak uzur eh..**cikai biak tok...dah la t0ne s0ra nya aku asa kerani kat kaunter ya pun bleh dgr** merah2 dah muka ku time tok..dah la smua mata berdesup focus kat aku...asa mcm artis yg agak glamor la riya jd perhatian 0rg...**dlm ati cilaken ko biak plah malu ku jak, nasib mood time ya agak stabil aku juz senyum3 jak** blum abis gik situasi mencemaskan td reda tiba2 biak t0k bersuara balit..
ABSR: kwn akak ambik bnyk duit eh? lepas ni bleh la beli keta kan kak?? **hah? aku tergaman seketika...asa mcm hilang ingatan kejap jak eh...knak adik tok sampai terfikir kedak ya skali oww??** adakah org ambik duit juz mok g bli keta? OMG!! hahaha...aku ngan kwn aku juz senyum2 jak mls mok layan biak kecik tok kebetulan no giliran kwn aku dah sampey, aku pun pura2 neman nya kat kaunter...haiz!! kejutan budaya aku ngan biak2 kecik d Jhr tok at first...tp sampai ritok la aku masih gik heran pa kaitan ambik duit ngan beli keta as wht biak ya thinking oww...hurm...dunia2...

FiNAL EXAM!!

HAiZ!!
FiNAL EXAM!!! AGAiN?
HURM THE PART THAT i REALLY HATE!!
H0W EVA ALL THE BEZ 4 THE CLASSMATE 0F 3BPB!!
FiNAL SHOOT YAH!!

♥G00D FRiDAY-EASTER DAT JB♥

Friday April 1st 2010

Bukan seperti Friday2 yg lain...it is blessed Friday...the day 0ur christ died 4 us...hurm...rindu at this m0ment..kalau d miri mesti aku, dad n mamy akan pegi church n j0in stati0n 0f the cr0ss...n n0w 3 years dah aku miss...G00d Friday the best, mamy n dad ajar aku dari kechik p0sa..early in the m0rning mamy w0uld c00k sumtin...nice!! mish tht time...during this day, air saja jd penggalas perut...then we m0ve 2 the church.. station 0f cross, mmg panas berabis..peluh2....but at least we can feel 1/100 pengderitaan 0ur Christ...hurm...repent!! tp semenjak aku stdy d sini, aku juz x makan meat during this holy day la..haiz..buruk btul perangai kan? :( okie then the next story i wanna share was the the past 0f Din Beramboi...adeh betul2 x sangka mcm baru smlm dgr dia berlawak kat radio then suddenly he is past away...hurm, pity him..life must g0 0n kan...0keh back 2 my life again, Jhr state xda cuti Good Friday..s0 the class as usual la...dah la ada test..Quantitative Reseach Method...bleh tahan gak soalan..hurm..balik je dr class terus sama2 c Ivy kejar bas nak balik JB..haiz week end at JB minggu ni..c0usin laki aku ambil at Larkin..fuh...baru bbrapa lama x jumpa...(setaun gak) hik3.. he is getting sihat 0dy....hahaha...aku senyum2 je dr kejauhan...conversation stat here:
beliau: kurang makai d din?
me: hah? **aku salah dgr ka?**
beliau: d kurang makai ba bp diak? nama d makin kurus peda ku? **t0ne suara ditinggikan**
me: **sengih2 sambil murus perut** eh nda la..ndai masa ka berapi, belama makai d kedai..
beliau: oww meda d kituk suba berisi mimit...**aku diam jak sebenarnya ??? hahaha**

Lekak bbrapa ketika, sampai la d rmh..hurm, kluar jak dr keta alu kena tegur gik..

beliau: pey bc anting ba hidung piak? **serius muka nya tgga aku** myb lam keta tek gelap ya nya x perasan...huhuhu...
me: a0k lama dah ar...taun nyin suba..dad pun nemu...
beliau: pie kumbai manah kenyak..baka indu nama jak..kumbai bc 0rg laki ka jd ngau d ila...**aiseh kena ceramah free..aku sengih2 je mcm kerang busuk smbil my mind fly2 away...baru plah anting d idung, then terus aku teringat plan aku m0k plah tattoo in the end 0f this year..haiz x tauk la apa nda akan dipadah cdak nya...hurm..terlamapu k0nservatif la their thinking...xda juwak aku t0k sejaik ney..hurm..diam2 jak sambil dgr p0t pet p0t pet**

k0n0n nya aku bz tgga tv tp mind melayang2..malas m0k layan...m0k dkt k0l 12 b0k nait atas..mandi n tidur...capet deh..3 msg receive tp smua ku ignore..xda m00d m0k msg...hp aku pun belik3..ntah wht happen 2 the call list..n0k kluar sia date a weeks bf0re...ceh!!! 0rg mc, call smua aku x tauk...s0t3..

Saturday 3th April

Wake up 0m0st 10am...haiz...s0 the lazy...raining...besh tidur...a glass 0f plain water as usual...bkfst 4 today nasi g0reng & c0ffee kaw2...manis n masin...ap0..lama2 here x lama ku darah tinggi n kencing manis..makan jak la...xda pa2 xvtvt t0day...cuzie mpuan ku mbak kluar..p malas la aku..stay at h0me jak layan tv...hahaha..budak baik n kedak 0rg jakun n0k lama x tgga tv..cdak n0k lain2 kluar x tauk g cney...c0nquer rem0te d0w...hahaha..kakak ipar bz ngan FB...haiz cdak dah add ku...whole fam...mati la kekantoian klak...sabar2 k...klak ku app..seminggu dua kedak ya...hahaha...uncle is c0ming fr0m singap0re t0day...a crack of carlsberg t0nyte...again? adeh..kehausan ku tgga...tahan jak...mlm t0k uncle plak plah ceramah free...
uncle s: nama beranting2 ba idung nya...mcm2 style ktk diat0k..nama manah blaja tinggi2 kenyak? ngan0k ku meda kenyak...**aiseh sengih3 baru la sambil sibuk2 pegang hp...actually aku tgga pic2 n0k aku snap2 bbrapa hari lepas bukan nya sibuk bermsg** hahaha...kedengaran suara sumbang "apak style org diatok meh nya..bajik deh baka industan" aiseh sengih2 menoleh ke arah empunya gerangan suara sumbang itu...kakak ipar ku duhal...**thanx ika gimme 5**ngeh3...
uncle s: manah nama kenyak..cabut anting nya...**aiseh serius mat apai tuai t0k..sengih2 jak sambil terbayang2 blit tattoo yg bakal ku plah** thinking perlu ka cancel plan ku ya? haiz..nasib lecture x lama cdak nya bz minum2...aku terus kan perjuangan tgga tv...hurm..malang naa nasib bbrapa ari t0k, kena b0m belama...haiz...tepat k0l 12 nait ats tdo...close cita!!

Sunday 4th April

9 am awake...awal sikit bangun ritok...ka plai deh...again as usual a glass 0f plain water..xda m00d m0k bkfst t0day..gagit ka plai...hik3..n0thing 2 share t0day...plai umah...bala cicer lepak d umah...update my fb...rem0ve benda2 n0k mengaibkan sia...takut kekant0ian klak....huhuhu....merinsa btul idup mcm ini...idup penuh dgn kepura2an...huh!! n m0st imp0rtant dah x bleh ku serdah2 d FB sia...adakah t0k petandanya pengunduran sy dr FB? hehehe...haiz...m0nday? again...**x suke x suke** a day wif Dr Alina 2mrw...hurm....luckily lunch is wif her...makan free...ngeh3...

Ya Jak La My Week End St0ry...

Thanx 4 Reading Yah!!

Wif Lurve..

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THANX G0D...

"EVOL"

Deja Voodoo Spells

The cold November wind,
Whispers a tune tonight,
It reminds me that I am all alone,
Sitting in my bedroom,
I am trying to imagine you by my side,
As I close my eyes and drift away,
Into my world,
Where everything stays the same,
Cause I don’t want to live for the future,
The past is my,
Only solitude,

Baby I am missing you,
And nobody knows it but me,
More than your kisses baby,
Your letters mingles in my soul,

It’s been 12 months and 12 cold nights,
Since I’ve seen your face,
I am wondering what you’re doing tonight,
As I close my eyes and drift away,

I’ve heard you found somebody new,
Does he love you, does he care about you the way I do,
People tell me that I am dreamer,
Why can’t I get this over,
These feelings,
Of being,
In this trance with you,

I wish I could turn back time,
Like these songs I have heard a million times,
Baby,
Make it right,
Baby,
Make it right,

Baby I am missing you,
And nobody knows it but me,
More than your kisses baby,
Your letters mingles in my soul,

It’s been 12 months and 12 cold nights,
Since I’ve seen your face,
I am wondering what you’re doing tonight,
As I close my eyes and drift away,

I’m drifting away…

FYi:"BABY i AM MiSSiNG YOU" 2 3 4 d0t3.. aiseh...hehehe...**thanx 4 the s0ng yah**

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